random thoughts..

it just hit me how ironic and sad it is that we as humans go through cycles....people screw up other people who screw up other people who screw us up...all one large chain of events...but i am determined to break this chain little by little starting today =]

Hey guys =]

Okie dokie so im back and im going to be writing about EVERYTHING as it happens =] im so excited about life everything is going pretty awesome right now today is my 2 year 7 moth anniversary and i got a haircut//shopping =] hope everyone is doing great =]

Xo Carmen

Ever felt like you dont fit in??

Thats how i feel right now =[ im at a fourth of july celebration and i really dont fit in at all =/ im trying to but it seems like im not as loud as the others.they also keep watching me and idk why . probably will have some jello shots and pina coldas to loosen up =] heres to everyone loosing up and it being a great night =] Happy july 4th [independence day to everyone =]

Scary movies...........

I have a big fear...scary movies!

I dont know why but i'm so scared i start shaking and panicking =[

THIS COMES AS A BIG PROBLEM...Due to my big being a big scary film buff =[

but ima try my best to bring out the inner horror lover =[

i just seriously doubt that one is there lol

If anyone may have a reason why i get so so so so so scared toward panic attacks please let me know because i wanna fix this issue =[

New haircut =]

Minor change in appearence:: I GOT STRAIGHT BANGS!! AND I LOVE THEM!!! =] lol

Sooooo

I know its summer time and everything but im already looking towards my fall style =] That being said hairstyle wise [is that even a real word lol =] i want bangs like the front ones..i think they are sooooo pretty but ima bit undecided =P heres to hoping i find a hair style =]

The pic above is the style i would like =] What do you think?

Cocoa butter!!!

Is soooo awesome!! it has been moisturizing my legs and skin after being in the sun a lot!! and it smells soooo yummy =] def a cheap but great product.It fades scars and marks 2 =] i def love it =]